Our home's gone. Bulldozed. Bloke
that owned it, sold it. Bloke that bought it, knocked it down. Another
bloke cemented it up. Poured a big slab of concrete over our front yard,
then over our back yard, then poured that cement over everything in
between. Over all the nights round the fire laughing and shiakking,
over the rose bush where my sister Chicky jumped out the window and
landed on her butt, over that ricketty old dunny out the back, over
where that hairyman, that eunji, that ghost-fulla been choking m'sister
and scaring the rest of us half to death with his yucky, wrinkly old
hands. Concreted over all the teasings and fights and tears, over all
the headaches and heartaches and long lazy nights.
Dingo Hire, that's what the sign
says. Bloke hires out wild dingoes. Nah, only gammin', only pulling
your leg! He hires out bulldozers!
Everything changed when our house
went. Mum had to farm us older kids out with aunties and uncles. She
only had room for the younger ones in that tiny little flat she found.
Dad, he went off fruit-picking. He's been gone that long Mum reckons
he turned into an echidna. Lost his way home.
I been living down with Aunty Milly,
down there in Happy Valley. One of those places whitefullas put us mob
when we were getting in the way of what they wanted to do. Called it
a reserve or something. Said they were protecting us. As if!
Aunty reckons, 'What from? Our own
land? Our 40,000 year old way of protecting our own selves?'
They got funny ways of naming things
those whitefullas .Like opposite to what they're really thinking. My
Aunty Milly laughs at that name, 'Happy' Valley. Like 'Happy', when
they mean 'Real Sad Place.'
You see, Happy Valley is right next
door to the cemetery. Cement-ery, get it? All cemented up? Real deadly
place! That many of us mob buried over there, it feels like home, true.
M'aunty, she always finds something to laugh about, but. 'If this place's
"happy", next stop's gotta be a real good heaven!'