We're in Binna Binna country. Mountians full
of bush, clouds hanging low, rolling down to the sea. The road winds
round and then takes off up the last big hill. Once we're over this
one we're there.
Trees
come crowding in, tall and dark. Babe's headlights tunnel us through.
I draw in a deep breath of that damp mountain air. We're climbing up
slowly. No way I want to break down now. We all lean forward, trying
to help Babe up. I reckon even Popeye dont want to be walking around
in the dark out here.
There
was a whitefulla once. He didnt believe in the Binna Binna man. He was
always laughing at us Murris, saying we were crazy. Anyway he was driving
his ute up this hill. Must've been the same one. It was a real dark
night. He came round that corner up there and he seen the Binna Binna
man standing in the middle of the road. Huge and hairy, big long ears,
pointy like Martians'. That ugly you gotta look away. The whitefulla
swerved and skidded.
The ute
ended up hanging over the cliff there. He couldnt get out 'cause the
car would have tipped and gone crashing over the edge. He's clinging
onto the steering wheel, waiting to die.
That Binna
Binna man came over and lifted his ute up, back onto the road. He give
him a push start. That bloke took off like a mad thing. Never come out
to Yarrie again. Not at night. Never even goes outside his own house
after dark no more.
I can
hear Popeye singing to himself. I listen real close. He's not singing
that country-and-western no more, but. It's one of those language songs
from way back. There's nothing liike that sound. It's part of you even
though you dont know the words. One day he might teach me.
Shelley
babe's doing her best. Popeye's got his foot right down on the accelerator,
pushing her hard. She dont like being pushed. Suddenly Babe chokes.
'Don't stop,' I'm shouting inside. She coughs and splutters. 'Just take
it easy Babe. Please dont stop.' My lips aren't moving, honest. I'm
not even whispering, just praying. Shandell's smirking at me, but.
Shelley
babe stops. Dead.
'Holy-sufferin'-tom-cats!'
Popeye tries to turn her over with the key, pumping her up. She dont
want to know about it. I slide down low, behind the seat, pulling Chicky
with me. 'Now, dont scream, no use screaming. Remember I'm here with
you. No eungee, no spirit's gonna get us.' That's not me talking. That's
my girragundji, my voice inside, giving me the strength. Chicky holds
tight.
Popeye
gets out. I can see his eyes in the dark. They're wide as the moon when
the clouds clear off.
Popeye
gets us all out of the car, all except Chicky. She's lucky she's little.
I dont want to be big and brave all the time. I saty real close to Mum
and Nanna. Shandell can sniff that fear in me and she's giggling. She
dont know that much about the hairyman, but.
We're
pushing Babe up the last bit of hill. I'm glad we got Uncle Garth. I'm
not looking at the long shadows, like fingers reaching out, trying to
grab hold of me. I'm not seeing the big hairy shapes out there. I'm
not smelling nothing. I can hear that singing of Popeye's. I'm humming,
trying to hum along real hard. I'm not thinking of that story. The one
about the woman from down south, another mob. Nungas, thats what they
call Murris down there. She seen him, the Binna Binna man, and she lost
her voice. For good. I'm just pushing hard on Babe, thinking of my Gundji,
putting in like a man.
We've
done it. We get her to the top. Now she starts rolling down the other
side. Fast. Popeye jumps in. The engine splutters and roars. Little
Chicky's face is stuck with fright. Peering out the back window. Disappearing
down the hill.
Those
shadows get darker, dancing round. We start running. I can feel long
hairy hands, clawing down my back, trying to get a grip. Brakes screech.
This Murri's running that hard I'd give Cathy Freeman a good go.
Mum's
up with me. Even Nanna's sprinting. Babe's tail-lights wink, laughing
at us mob of munyards. I dont laugh back, but. Not till I've caught
up, jumped in, slammed the door shut, and locked him up tight.
Popeye
shoves her into first and lets the hill take us down slowly. Down to
our place, tucked in beside the sea. The we break out laughing, the
lot of us, like we got let off dying. Shandell's ribbing me. 'Your mooyu
jarred up real tight, eh cus?'